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Personal
Bio
I was
born 11/11/1954 in a small town called Cosmopolis, Washington. I lived
most of my 55 years in this community. I was born psychic and
intuitive, but I struggled because I lived in an environment that did
not support those gifts. As a child, I heard, felt and saw
spiritual beings that no one else did. It was very confusing and I
developed self-doubt. I remember knowing what was going to happen
ahead of time and knowing things about people that they had never told
me. Often, I could feel the presence of such radiant and loving
beings, that I would bask in their love. Other times, I just
wanted to be "normal". Over the years, my ability to be in contact
with psychic and spiritual realms would come and go, depending on what
was happening in my life. There were times when it was much easier
for me to be in contact with my spirit guides, angels and other beings.
When I was 17,
I was sitting on my bed, singing and praising God, when I began to sing
in languages that I did not even know. The more I sang, the
brighter the light in my third eye became. I did not know what a
third eye was, but I saw a brilliant white light. My body felt as
though it was expanding and becoming lighter and lighter. I had no
idea what I was doing. I now know that I was channeling ancient
languages and that these are songs of healing. The tones and
vibrations bring in healing and love and light. I knew it was
spiritual and simply called it my spirit song. I told very few
people because it was, yet one more thing, that made me different.
I was raised
Christian and I loved Jesus and God, but suffered a great deal of
confusion because much of what I was learning in church did not fit the
loving presence that I experienced in my room. I still love Jesus,
but my beliefs have changed over the years. I would describe
myself as a mystic having Universal Spirituality. I believe there
are many paths to enlightenment and Christianity is just one.
I
raised my two children full time until I was 35. At that time, I
returned to school and obtained a Master's degree in counseling. I
opened a private practice and worked as a licensed mental health
therapist for ten years. In 1999, I attended the Wellness
Institute to become a clinical hypnotherapist. It was while
studying at Wellness for three years, that my psychic and spiritual
gifts began to blossom again.
During
hypnotherapy sessions and breathwork and meditation, my ability to hear
my spirit guides increased. The channeled singing returned, which
had been dormant for a number of years. I could see and hear so
much more clearly. During this time of personal growth, I became
much more committed to being on my spiritual path. This was not
always easy, but I was able to do a tremendous amount of healing during
this time. While doing breathwork, I would revisit past lives and
I was able to begin resolving present life issues and past life issues.
I found that as I worked as a hypnotherapist, I would know so much more
about my clients than they were revealing and my work accelerated.
I was able to help people resolve deep issues much more quickly than I
had before. I began to understand that as I worked with clients, I
had spiritual guides and angels working with me to bring clarity and
healing.
My work as a
therapist began to shift as I incorporated more of the spiritual in my
work. I was reticent at first, living in a fairly conservative
community, to do some of the work I was being called to do.
However, I had committed myself to a spiritual path and I pushed myself
through my fears. I began to offer meditation classes and began
doing psychic readings for people. I even began to sing my
channeled singing for the public. I soon was offering workshops
that included spirituality. I was so pleased when people began
coming to what I was offering. I began to understand even more
clearly that as I followed my guidance, my life flowed. I began to
call my hypnotherapy, intuitive hypnotherapy. My work as a
hypnotherapist was beginning to blossom, bringing healing to many,
including myself.
I was divorced
in 2004 and my life was turned upside down. I had been married for
over 28 years and it was devastating to me that we were not able to make
it work. However, it was just prior to my husband asking for a
divorce that I began to do something that I had never done before.
I have mentioned that I sing in ancient languages, but I also speak
them. When I speak them, I can hear my guides most clearly in the
front part of my head. On my 49th birthday, for the first time, I
could speak, hear and write the messages simultaneously. This was
a great source of guidance, comfort and wisdom that helped to carry me
through this painful time.
I was guided
to leave Washington state and move from the small rural community I had
lived in for 50 years. I was guided to Los Angeles, CA of all
places! I left December 28, 2005 and arrived in Los Angeles on
December 30th. I lived there for exactly one year and one day.
It was a wonderful experience and truly helped me to leave behind the
life I had known for so long. I learned to let go of the roles
that had been mine for so long. Daughter, wife, mother and
caretaker. I left behind a thriving mental health practice and my
identity as a professional. I began to move more and more into my
spiritual work and my identity shifted. I was then guided to move
to Reno, NV! I arrived in Reno on New Year's Eve, 2006. I
was guided to a place called The Spiritual Element, which was my primary
workplace until May of 2009. I moved from Reno on August 22, 2009
to Renton, WA. I soon realized that I needed to move closer to my
mother and I now live with her in Cosmopolis, Washington which is next
to Aberdeen. I am in the process of getting re-established. I do
phone sessions and I also provide my work at Soul Picnic, 313 I St.,
Aberdeen, WA.
I would love
to be able to say that once I decided to truly live my life by my
spiritual guidance that life has been easy. But, that would not be
true. I have had to let go of so much. I have had to leave
behind family, friends and familiarity. I have had to let go of
living in a nice house in a beautiful setting and being surrounded by
lovely material things. I have lived in small apartments and spent
time sleeping on a blow up mattress in my friend, Angie's dining room. I
am currently, living with my mom.
I probably own one tenth of what I once owned. I have had to live
with the anxiety of watching my savings dwindle to nothing while I
looked and looked for a "regular job". I have had to truly trust
the Universe that my needs would be met even when I could not see how.
Yet, I would not trade one moment, not one, because I have grown far
beyond who I was living in that beautiful home. I have expanded
more into my true and authentic self. This is what I wish to help
others find for themselves. I wish to help others to grow and
expand and fill themselves up with the truth of who they truly are.
I wish to help others to connect to their own guidance and angels, to
experience healing at the deepest level, to let go of their fear and
move into living from love. My guides once told me that I could
live from fear or love, that those were truly the only two choices.
I choose love.
For
those with an astrological interest: My sun is in Scorpio in the 5th
house, my moon is in Gemini in the 11th house, and my rising sign is
Cancer. In layman's terms, this means that I came to be a transformer,
a spiritual messenger and a healer and nurturer. It is my deepest
longing to bring healing to myself and all others. Namaste |